December 2008
Now off to enjoy began dinner and wine with a friend visitng from Tucson! I love my desert peeps!
Okay, meeting over. Was just planning for the main event, which is tmrw. Change is inevitable and I think it’s going to be pretty smooth.
Okay, going to my next meeting for real this time. See y’all in a couple hours.
speaking of funding, I have a meeting to go to… And I’m anxious about it. No audience is so unforgiving as your own peers…
But the big picture is tougher to architect while keeping the numbers we need onboard. One way or another, we are under-funded!
Stopping in between meetings to clear my head. T - 12 days to moving onto my new place. Until then dark bars near my office will do.
in theory breaking the big picture down onto small tasks is more doable. But it also diminished very necessarymomemtum and enthusiasm…
finally heading home to sf.
For the love of Maude! Is Palin seriously still harping on this “domestic terrorist” bullshit? There’s lots to criticize Obama for, move on!
Okay I was productive, now off to hotel. Then tomorrow back to SF!!!!!
Now I’m watching “The Crippendales” I’ll let you guess what it’s about.
Watching a bunch of short films about sex and disability. The “Devotees” are my favorite!
Waiting to check in and devising plan to get at least one of the cute bellboys into my room.
“After all, for the first time in my lifetime we have a husband and wife entering...”
– Looking for Change? How About Sex in the White House? | Psychology Today Blogs
…Where does a hot pushy girl who i s not sadistic find such a being in San Francisco?
The most r4ecent one was a slovenly piece of shit that was preoccupied with manipulating me. It’s not healthy.
I mean really, why seek out a woman to be your Mistress and then be a complete failure in service to Her? What’s the fucking point?
Alright tweeple, I need to go be productive. Which means do homework. Thanks for distracting me for a bit!!!
After only two days the nephew is saying my name. He also pushes mom away and reaches out for me when I enter the room. She doesn’t mind.
Now that I’ve been reminded that it is impossible to have even a false sense of privacy in this house, I’m ready to head to a hotel.
WatchDid you know that i am an Olympic Champion? (At least a friend in Tucson thinks so!)
Thanks for the card, that was sweet ;-)
Watching my mom spy on my brother’s phone call and remembering why I hated living with her. Here’s to being an adult and moving the fuck out
Tuens out she was actilally spying on me and is now trying to justify it. This holiday visit is so over.
And again, despite all odds, the patents come through as the coolest fucking ppl ok earth. Despite having a completely unusual daughter.
these are by far my favorite people on the world. My mom just facilitated a round of white elephant with 30 ppl, half are drunk.
My bro inlaw has been teasing my mom all nite and it’s fucking hilarious! If I didn’t know better I’d think he has a crush on her!
I learned tonite that there are streets in Placer Co. Named after both my grandma and grandpa’s families. Let that hick flag fly!!!
At mom’s official day after dinner. My nieces and nephews grow too fast! Bro in law brought me some sticky goodness from norcal! W00t!
Yes mom, I became a vegetarian with the single goal of making your life more difficult. Merry fucking Xmas!
Auntie duty today! Convinced sister in law to let me have him while she works. We’re dancing to Gotan Project. Next off to play with cousin.
Wow that is always weird. Glad I went. I don’t want to be buried in one of these places. Scatter my ashes in a field of wildflowers.
My mom and uncle were discussing which plots are remaining closest to my grandparents. Ick! I don’t want to start planning for that!
Left the kid with grandpa and while mom uncle and me go to cemetary. Catching up on family gossip on the way.
I will NOT be foiled by this monstrosity of a carseat!
For Xmas my brother bought himself- I mean his son- a remote control dinosaur. Are you seeing a pattern here?
Screw them! Of course when I was a teenager I was not good at childcare. But I’m am adult now people! And I’m damn good at this!
Today I made breakfast, fed and dressed a child, cleaned and transported him. All the while family making snarky comments about my ability.
If they try to make me pay stage fees for those two shifts that I missed 7 years ago I will tell them to go fuck themseselves.
“where’s your other half? Oh no! I thought you’d be together forever.” um, I did too, until be became a junkie dirtbag POC… Xmas sucks!
The real kicker is that they all assume that he dumped me. The truhth is too embarassing to tell them…
But honestly, dumping him was a supreme act of self-preservation, no matter how much it hurts. But lying to both our families is easier.
Fortunately there were lots of good veggie options at aunt’s house. Uncle: “but you can eat lobster right?”
I showed up late. Aunt “let’s wait til she sits to say grace.” Mom: “no just start, she’s not into religion anyway.” Awesome!!!
Dad’s cheering me up: “I have tmrw off and you and I are playing black jack at the new Indian Casino. We’ll split whatever we win”
Listening to stories of cousin teaching condom use to HS biology students despite Bush doctrine past 4 yrs. She’s a rock star!
Now at my brother’s house with his cool-ass wife and adorable almost-2-years-old son. Life is good. The rest is bullocks.
My bro got his pic taken with MC Hammer when he came to my dad’s store…
…Hammer is apparently an incredibly nice guy and he LOVES that people still treat him like a celeb.
Showing my fam video footage from Dec 17. Bro’s wife is totally into it because as I said she’s cool as fuck.
